So its been a really long time since ive logged on mostly because i didnt want to reread what a whinny little brat i was.So im a senior now and have since recovered from what i thought was the end of the world.I have new friends a new boyfriend and life at home has gotten so much better.While im still messing up, its not near as often and on a much smaller scale.Second semester is almost here and i can taste sweet freedom.I will be devastated to leave my new life and friends, but im hopeful for the future.My boyfriend is wonderful and taking care of me, family and friends are there to support me.Im scared to grow up but im terrified to stay a child.Life is moving so fast and i dont want to be left behind.My world has been turned upside down and im changing for the better.Thats it for now until we meet again and i have another personal revelation.gtg